Page 253 - Death

I'm always terrified to vote "no" on a secret.



What if that person gives up hope because even all of us don't listen and care?

What if that sends them over the edge.

I started cutting again.


And this time I'm going to need more than a stupid promise to make me stop.

I just wrote my suicide note.



No, I'm not going to do it. But writing everything I was feeling down helped clear my head.

I just smiled for the first time in months. Tomorrow, I think I'm going to ask to see someone who might be able to help me.

Maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

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My girlfriend has been my rock for the past 6 years.



She can see straight through me and is the only person I can tell everything to.

She held me all night after both my parents were killed in a car crash the day after my 18th birthday.

She died yesterday. I have never been so alone.

On New Year's Eve, I plan to go to my room, put on my nicest dress, play my favourite song, light some candles, and overdose on the pain pills I've been addicted to for a year and a half.

The thought doesn't even frighten me any more. In fact, I can't wait to get away.


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