I try to tell my mom that I don't want him in my life anymore, but she still invites him over and makes me go visit him.
I'm trying to suck the poison out of my life, and she won't let me.
Not only by the kids at school, but my family too.
When I finally told my mom that I was contemplating sucide, she laughed.
Makes me wonder, are you going to laugh ay my funeral too mom.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was a jerk to you on your last day before you moved.I was upset.
I'm sorry three months later your father killed you and you mother. I'm sorry I never got to say goodbye.
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Some awesome lists!
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I'm miserable, clinically depressed, and lonely.
I'm so so lonely.
So many people know about my cutting but no one cares.
They dont like to talk about it and when I told my best friend she said 'Oh. Thats common.'
Its not that I want to die, It's just that being alive hurts too much.
I'm trying to be strong, so my sister and my two best friends don't commit suicide.
I'm the therapist that listens to all of their problems, and avoids my own.
The only thing that keeps me from suicide is my fear of hell, and how my family would just blame each other for my suicide.
