Page 691 - Self-esteem

Sometimes the most popular are the meanest.



The nicest are the "loners".

The prettiest are the ones wearing the most makeup.

And the ones that always smile, are the ones that always cry themselves to sleep.

The world's a messed up place.

My grandfather has never raped me, but he has pedophilic tendencies.



My mother knows this all too well. The only reason he didn't touch me is because I was fat.

I'm on a diet and losing weight now. I begged her not to let him back.

He's coming over this summer. In 6 months.

I'm terrified.

I hate how freely people throw around words.



Girls call each other sluts without blinking.

Someone opens a bag of chips, and they're called fat.

People don't even use an excuse to say 'gay'.

Wake up. Someday, your words are going to kill someone.

And you'll have to live with blood on your hands.

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I used to love my body.



Now I just want to get rid of it.

I've resolved to exercise more and eat healthier.

Although I love food and don't think I could give it up, I'm so scared that in the back of my mind I'm becoming anorexic.

My biggest secret? I hate myself.



Everything about me. I'm critical and I cut myself down every day.

I can't tell anyone, because nobody cares to know my problems. Their own problems matter more.

My own friends don't know that I was suicidal. And I'm anorexic.

And I'm considering cutting.

I'm scared of myself.

I'm my worst enemy.


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