I'm not the average teenager.
I'm not the average teenager.
I don't go out experimenting with drugs, go binge drinking, hang out with boyfriends or run amok on the streets.
I buy wigs and costumes and contact lenses to dress up as anime characters.
Why? I don't want to be myself. I want to be someone else.
Today I was listening to It's Not Too Late by Three Days Grace,
Today I was listening to It's Not Too Late by Three Days Grace,
I finally understand the video.
I finally understand what you did to me.
I was molested but who will believe me after 2 years?
I'm surrounded by people every day.
I'm surrounded by people every day.
But I always feel lonely every day.
I'm alone in my thoughts.
No one can understand me, except for me.
My secret? I'm scared to tell my mom what size I am in pants now.
My secret? I'm scared to tell my mom what size I am in pants now.
Only because I think she might judge me by my weight.
I know that you don't like me!
I know that you don't like me!
I know that I'm not cool! I know that I'm not interesting!
I know that I'm fat! I know that I don't have style!
But what the hell? I won't change for you!
That's will make me a fake girl having fake friends/boyfriend and in the end: a fake life!
I like the way I'm now!