When I speak no one listens. When I comment no one cares.
When I talk to someone they ignore me. Its like I'm invisible.
I can't take it anymore. Even at home.
When I try to say something my dad's like, shut up stupid.
Or no one wants to hear what you think.
One says: You're losing weight so you're not over 200 pounds anymore.
You're being healthy.
The other says: You're losing weight.
But now you're becoming anorexic. You hardly eat.
I hardly ate for a week. I lost 7 pounds.
I'll do anything to be pretty.
For once I'm proud of myself.
I went out today with my best friend and had a bit of chocolate from her.
She told me I should stick to a diet.
Guess what I did when I got home.
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Some awesome lists!
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A lot of us have thought about it and more than enough have actually gone through with it.
Sometimes, the desire sticks with us.
No matter what they say, cutting doesn't make you weak.
If anything, I've learned from it.
What did I learn? Scars never fade.
Physically or emotionally.
You thought that was wonderful because you've never heard that come out of my mouth before.
I lied. I only said, that because I didn't want you to keep worrying about me.
I'm sorry.
