Page 943 - Self-esteem

I just made the deepest cut I've ever made.

It's on my forearm. It won't stop bleeding.

I'm scared. Too bad I can't tell anyone.

I wonder if any of my friends will even question this one.

Today, I was talking with my best friend.

At one point, we got into the subject of eating disorders.

She said, people with bulimia are disgusting.

Seriously, it's freaking gross. Why would anybody do that?

Thanks, raven. And to think I was actually going to tell you.

I'm not worth anything to anyone.

Everyone throws me away. And I know it's my fault.

I have emotional problems and I'm depressed.

I can't show emotions correctly and there's just something wrong with me.

I wish I could fix it so you wouldn't abandon me.

I have nothing left but you.

My father cheated on my mother all of the 12 years they were together.

I'm named after the girl he was with when they got married and never knew.

I hated him for the way that he hurt her, i hated his girlfriend for taking my father away.

I hook up with my best friend who has a gf.

I'm a hypocrite.

I've fallen for this girl.

She's amazing and always seems to be there for me when I need someone.

Thing is, I can't concentrate on anything other than her.

If this is posted, i'm telling her how I feel.

I'm going to tell her I want to be her girlfriend.