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My younger sister sang a lot.

Everyone told her her singing was perfect. But I always criticized her and told her to shut up.

Yesterday, she committed suicide. I miss her and her singing. I should have let have let her sing.

C, I've failed as a big brother. I'm so sorry. I'm afraid it's too late.

Today my boyfriend had butterflies drawn all over his wrists for the "Butterfly Project" to raise awareness of self harm.

He knows I've been a cutter for over a year.

Remember, there is always someone who cares.

It WILL get better.

I was seven years old when my step brother starting raping me.

He stopped the moment I hit puberty.

He's thirty years old now and has a daughter starting primary school.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't pray that young girls innocence is spared.

I know you're supposed to die in 10 years.

And I know you push me away so when you die, no one is hurt. But I'll marry you.

And I'll make those 10 years the best of your life. I promise.

You say you're going to stay single and that you don't like me that way.

I'm just pathetic because I still hope you'll fall for me one day.