Page 542 - Love

You used me.

To get closer to my best friend after she rejected you time and time again.

You used me, and now I know for sure nobody will ever like me for me.

I just wanted to feel loved.

My girlfriend broke up with me.

But I still can't fall asleep without thinking about her arms around me.

She's the only one that ever kept the nightmares away.

I'm gay.

I've never typed those words in my life.

I can't tell you how good it felt.

You've become one of my best friends.

I'm falling for you.

You have a girlfriend, and I just ended my relationship.

I'll be headed off to college in a couple months, so we have no chance.

But mark my words, I will work up the courage to kiss you before I have to leave.

I'll admit, when you told me you loved me, I got scared.

So scared I went and cried alone.

Know why? Cause you're the first person to say that and mean it.

I've never been more scared in my life. Which is why I can't see you anymore.

You have the greatest ability to hurt me, and you could use it.