My brother and I have never really gotten along with each other.

Just recently, I found out he's going into the service and will be leaving in October.

That means I have about 2 to 3 months left with him.

I don't know what I'm going to do when my big brother leaves.

He means everything to me, but I will never be able to tell him that.

Sometimes I like to turn off my iPod and keep my headphones in, just to hear what you guys say about me.

Today, in a matter of one hour I was called worthless, depressing, useless, and a waste of space.

Thanks Mom and Dad.