☠ I am a LaVeyan satanist.
☠ I am a lesbian.
☠ I'm a cutter recieving treatment.
☠ I've also purposely bruised and burned myself.
☠ Without music I would be dead right now. (Well, that and my bestest buddy in the world.)
☠ Sometimes I just feel going on a rampage, killing myself and everyone else.
☠ Men freak me out. Including my dad. It makes me panicky to be near them, and to know that one lives in my house. They're gross and scary. Not sure why I'm like this...
☠ I'm a germophobe. Uncleanliness also makes me panicky. It's not OCD, though. I've only ever had a panic attack once.
☠ When I first started going to therapy my sister made fun of it. She laughed when I had my panic attack, too.
☠I like the way my cuts and scars look. I like the way my bruises look, too. I just think they're pretty.
☠ I love writing. I put all my feelings into my stories.
☠ I love horror movies. I like being scared sometimes.
☠ My scars aren't ugly. They are my beauty marks and I wear them proudly.
☠ People tell me I'm very mature for my age. Once I was talking to someone on an anonymous website, and I lied and said I was older than I am. They would believe that I was that age, though, because I sounded too old.
☠ I am the worst cook ever. I can't even make instant oatmeal.
☠ My favorite color is black. I always wear black.
☠ I love music. I usually miss important things because I'm trying to listen to music.
☠ I used to be a good, straight "A" student, but now I'm not. I've sort of turned into a rebelious teenager, what with refusing to do homework and breaking rules. (Texting and chewing gum in class.) Not exaclty badass or anything, but I'm still not a teacher's pet anymore.
☠ I think that the best thing a person could have is self-esteem. It's such a shame that I'm too socially awkward and shy to have much of that.
☠ The one thing I want to do in life is to make some girl out there feel beautiful, special, and loved for the rest of her life. If I don't do this then I'm going to hell.
☠ Lots of people tell me that I always have a stoic expression, but that's because my sister had me convinced for years that I had an extremely ugly face. Everytime I made any sort of expression I was convinced it made me look alienly disfigured, so, I became stoic. I try not to now, but I just kind of do that with my face out of habit.
☠ If you tell someone they're ugly, fat, or anything of that nature, they'll remember it forever. If you tell them they're beautiful, they'll forget it, so tell them everyday.
☠ Fall Out Boy is my favorite band ever. They've helped me through all my teenage angst.
☠When I get older I'm just going to cover myself in tattoos. I already picked some out.
☠I love quotes. I try to quote things a lot. I'm very quotey.
☠"Depression is a little bit like happy hour, right? It's always gotta be happening somewhere on any given night."
☠"So I guess we're back to us. Cameraman, swing the focus in case I lost my train of thought. Where was it that we last left off?"
☠"I'm hopelessly hopeful. You're just hopeful enough, and we never had it at all."
☠"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact is to realize two out of three ain't bad."
☠ "The drug in me is you, and I'm so high on misery. Can't you see?"
☠ "They gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now."
☠ "Darling, what is going on? Honestly that never happened. Lying is your favorite passion."